YA ALLAH..hanya tuhan saja yang tahu

hehe.title entry macam debar semacam je tak?actually mmg debar pon.debar sebab presentation proposal fyp.ade la dlam 2minggu kot.hidup macam agak tak terurus.gara2 prepare presentation.last2.kena hentam baikk punya.hahaha.terbaekk ah time present tadi.tapi takde ape pon yang nak disesalkan.sebab?ak puas hati.dok bersengkang mata siapkan segala bagai.thanks to dr faizah.ke dr fitri?dr fitri mcm comel kan bunyi nye.hehe.thanks utk semua komen2 dr yang diberi spanjang supervise kami untuk proposal nie.terbaik la.komen2 dr mmg membina.even sometimes rase mcm agak tertekan sket sebab dr agak demand.and agak strict.tp sume untuk kebaikan kami kan?hope after this..bole troskan fyp dengan jayanya :)

mase nak present tadi.time tgu turn.cuak bagai la aku nie.huh.ak rase mcm ade kupu2 dalam perut ak dok terbang2.haihsss.kecut cuak nak mampos weh.sebab ade prof azam.haha.budak awam tau la kot sape prof azam ni.die mmg bagos.cume soalan2 unexpected dan agak membunuh la.haha.hamek kau!td mmg soalan membunuh sket.

1st presenter pizul.fuh.seram sejuk ak.sebab.byk kot prof tnya soalan.then amin.lagi la ak cuak.sbb amin buat pm10 jugak.kena hentam jugak.adoi.mula la aku pkir nk pedit tmbah ape2 yang patut.tp tak sempat dowh!fuh.cuak cuak cuak.pastu turn ooi,then shu.shu klik aku skali.tajuk kami sama.cume die SO2,aku PM10.pergh.byk jugak ditanya weh.hentam habis2an.sampai satu tahap.terkedu tanpa kata2 mereka yg present dulu dri aku.aku ni ha yg tgok.lagi la kelu.then, turn kamal.lagi la ak tak boley trime.sebab?kamal student under prof azam.pon kena hentam jugak.hahaha.mmg terbaek ah prof azam ni.fair n square.then turn aku!

soalan pertama yang ditanya.kamu asal mana?akupon jawab la duduk kt manjung.dh tu prof tnya lagi.kampung mna?ak:negeri sembilan prof.haha.ak rse tiap kali jmpe ak slalu tny soalan ni.tp kali ni detail sket.tny negerisembilan tu kat mne,kampung ape, belah mane.mcm die tawu weh.haha..haihsss.mcm soalan salam perkenalan je nie.cuak daaa.tp mcm biase ak snyum.tnjuk gigi skek.bajet bole cool la kan.haha.then ble present byk suh skip slide sbb die crik yg penting je.bukan ak sorg mcm nie.sume pon mcm nie.die suruh skip.dienk taw yg penting2 je.

ak hafal bagai nak meroyan semalam.last2.haha.tak payah dok baca.ok la tuh.kurang sket kupu2dlm perut.haha.dan bermula la soalan2 best yang ditanya.boleh dikatakan.setiap ayat yang ak baca,setiap slide.pasti ade soalan.haha.sampai satu tahap hilang sume rase takut gelabah cuak.haha.ade boleh jawab.dan banyak yang tak boleh jawab.tak boleh jawab/.mcm biasa tnjuk gigi sket.penting ok!senyum daaa..haha

tp satu la ak respek prof azam.soalan2 die bukan untuk kondem student.tp sebagai komen mmbina.sebagai satu guidelines.bile tak tahu,die akan bagitaw.terang secara detail.then bile die tny soalan sbb die nk kite amek tahu psal benda tu.part nie ak mmg salute abes r.sebab tu la kmi yg present td ilang tros rse cuak.haha.thnks prof untuk semua soalan dan komen yang best!!

mesti korang plek.tak kan prof azam je panel kan?sbnrnye prof shukri takde.then prof koh pn dtg kejap.dr faizah (s/v aku) tak tny pn kat aku.so presentation td diconquer totally oleh prof azam.hehe.and part last.die bg ade nasihat2 sket

hmmm.ak mcm da bole agak la view untuk final presentation fyp.agak gementar tapi usaha masih perlu diteruskan.untuk skrg,lupe jap.kasi focus kat test esemen and idp dulu.hehe

p/s:all d best yang present esok lusa tulat:)and perasaan happy aku tak dapat digambarkan sebab terlalu bahagia sampai nk rase sebak sebab dh present td.hanya tuhan saja yang tahu.alhamdulillah.

berkat kesabaran.berkat usaha.pasti ade hasilnya.setiap yang berlaku ade hikmahnya.yang penting kita selalu percaya pada diri kita dan pada ALLAH.wallahualam..

ok.bye

it just what i think~

continue with the previous post~at the meantime.to be honest.it is better to be single.i might be one of them.oh hell ya~because i am single.why should i bother about that.as i keep finding of why i am being single. in fact i am actually happier with my own rather than in relationship.then i found i may be a better single person than a person in a relationship. if you take an honest look at your life you may find that the single life really does suit you better.trust me.

you are probably better off single if you are independent.  if you like to do your own thing and you don’t want to answer to anyone.  it’s okay to be independent, but if you don’t want to have to be accountable to anyone and you don’t want to have to worry about what someone else wants or needs from you, the single life will suit you much better. just like me now ;)

you are better off being single if you are materialistic. oppss.materialistics?me?sometimes.cannot deny about that. some people love material things…a lot.  there is nothing wrong with this if you are honest about it.  If you are a very materialistic person and you like things more than you like people, you need to consider being single and just dating people.  if material things are important to you, accept it, admit it, and embrace it but don’t try to hold down a relationship.

you are probably better off single if you haven’t recovered from a past relationship. huh.looks like me?hmm.do i get over him??.alhamdulillah yes:) but the time to heal my heart is the things that i hate most.

you are better off being single if you don’t like commitment. it just when you are in a relationship the other person is going to expect you to be committed to them and to your relationship.  if you don’t want to be committed to a relationship you are better off being on your own or dating very casually. 

hmm some people are just better off single.  there is nothing to be ashamed of, not everyone is built to be in a relationship and other people simply are not ready.  you cannot force the issue, if you are better off being single you should embrace the single life and enjoy it.  there are definitely benefits to being single, so if that what works for you right now, enjoy it!hahaha

but for me??single all the way..nahh.i dont prefer that.not to say that being in a relationship is worst.i used to be in a relationship before.oh its so sweet.i have to admit that.but it just dont stay longer with me.else, there is nobody to blame. just believe that maybe we are not fated to be together.who knows?maybe someday..we being together back?hahaha.in dream maybe.
mak always tanya dah nie.still no boyfren?oopss.very sensitive question :)

being single :)

Let's be honest. No woman really wants to be alone for the rest of her life. But does being alone mean you're doomed to be miserable forever? Definitely not! And does being single have to equal lonely? hell no way! You can have the best time of your life when you're single, but ...~huh.later..i will continue <3~

FYP------find your pillow?

fuh.berapi gak ah nak settlekan fyp nie.since school awam nie sgt la bagus.sebab ak tgok school lain tak de ah kalut bagai nak ciapkan fyp neh.yg ak nampak budak awam je dok pulun sakan sebab minggu depan nak anta chapter1-2-3,and minggu dpan gak nak kena present (menangis kejap).

fyp ak bunyi memang senang.sebab?buat review.actually buat review ni sebab at the end nak propose satu lagi reference station for industrial area.and this project actually on behalf of supervisor aku.bila org dengar..ala.buat review je pon.huh.tapi ak nie ha mcm dah jadi hape je.dek kerana review ini.sebelum korang sumpah seranah ak sebab merepek bagai tak bagi tau tajuk fyp aku.so tajuknya A REVIEW OF NATIONAL PM10 MONITORING NETWORK IN MALAYSIA.komfom tak paham kan?huh.ak mula2 dengar pon tak paham.hasil dri sedikit review dan explanation oleh dr ak so kire bole la paham sikit.kot?sampai skrg pon tunggang langgang lagi.nasib tak terbalik je.ok.over pulak.

actually ade kisah sikit pasal proses pemilihan supervisor.and ade kisah duka sedikit.tp tak pe la.dah lepas.and ak pon da jatuh cinta jugak la dgn fyp ak nie.so,let bygones be bygones.and lets hope for the best kan?aku percaya,everything happen for reason.sape la kite ni nk mnyalahkan sesiapa.as long as kite msih pcaya pada diri kite.then~keep fighting!!yeahh

so until now,dh settle proposal form untuk fyp.and kalo korg nk tahu,proposal form ak pon ditapis..mau dekat 10kali kot.tak tipu ye.and ditegaskan sekali lg.proposal form.form sahaja.and DITAPIS sampai sebegitu banyak kali nye.huh.mungkin sebagai sesi pengenalan dgn supervisor maybe?haha.sedangkan proposal form pon sebegitu banyak.apatah lagi dissertasion nanti.kami dah proceed pon untuk chapter1-2-3..maklumla.mggu depan nak anta dh.minggu depan?huh.cuak beb

hmm.bile dh submit chpter 1-2, still byk kena improve.then dr suruh focus on literature review.sbb part itu sgt penting.dh buat.pegi tunjuk.still banyak kena tambah.mate ak dh berpinar baca journal.still dr ckp point utama takde lg dlam literature review.then.kena carik lagi.bila submit lagi.still dr ckap takde lg point utama tersebut.oh apakah?bak kata dr "tingkatkan pencarian.kalo tak tido malam pasti boleh siap"..baik dr(tersenyum tapi dlm hati menangis).haha.

yeahhh.keep fighting.hari ni khamis.isnin nak tunjuk chapter 1-2-3,and slideshow untuk presentation.(menangis lagi).hahaha

dr nie mmg best.tulus ikhlas dri hati :)

ok.bye

oh abang rozi

abang rozi or dr rozi?abg rozi sounds nice..haha.please dont be fool by that title.actually kind of bored with the reading things.oh i mean.it refers to the boring+yawnful+tired n terrible notes.huh.it just like..nothing can describe how boring this subject to me.i really not into this management part.so then.here i am.still babbling and writing.after read few times also,still cant understand very much.should i read 100 times.then i will be very ready to answer the question tomorrow?haha.gila!

am still hoping that i can answer the questions tomorrow.lets hope.yeahh T_T

till then.bye.setady mood

i do miss them

yeah.no doubt to say that sometimes i hardly missed them.miss those time that we used to spend together.deep inside my heart i hv to admit that they are the best.they are one of the best things that ever happened in my university life.frankly speaking i don't really into this uni life.cos back then mom always said.true friends are hard to find.she always said do appreciate friends during your school age.not to say that people in university are not trustworthy and bad.but it seems like i have to be careful to choose friends, since everyone in uni are matured enough to think.hmm.at first i didnt know that uni life will cheer my day like what i have today.as i always remember how appreciate i am to have those great friends back in school age and matriculation life.seems like those good things happen again.here.in uni life.thanks ALLAH for giving me the chance.for giving me those good friends.cloudy days have disappears.only have beautiful sunshine smiling at me...life is not easy as everyone thinks.but insyaALLAH i promise i will make it worthwhile.

just want to say that me actually miss my army life.miss them.miss my 3years back.not even a word could describe how grateful i am to know each one of them in my life.life might be getting miserable,but knowing them just makes everything looks perfect!.getting a chance to know them is nothing to be sorry.they are so cool.so adorable.so gentlemans.so kind.and me?so happy to know them.alhamdulillah

spending 3years with u guys.really makes my uni life more enjoyable.nothings could describe that.even sometimes,we do have some problem.but it does not mean that we would stay apart forever.in fact, sometimes it becomes the strength of our friendship.maybe you would not remember it,but me?oh no.i would cry if one day..we will lost contact without any update information.as you guys will always stay in my heart.thanks because always being nice with me :)

thanks friends

pak lah.jay.sabu.em.sapuang.jahar.pijol.apiez.kopek

kakak.pai.aifa.atie.ilah

raya budak awam besar besaran

actually dah berlalu beberapa minggu.cuma baru sempat nk tulis entry.sebab biasala.sebok kn.haha.sebok la sangat.eh mmg betol sebok.malas nk story pnjang berjela.tgok je la gmbar2.n tempat kejadian termasuk la kat dewan utama sempena raya 1skool awam,then raya rumah mira+dr megat+rumah yana.thanks guyss.korang mmg the best.awesome.sporting.n enjoy abes.thanks untuk sume yg join.!!

internet lembap.malas la.nti upload lg

bye!

FYp

fyp mode is activated!when??oh.since this afternoon after listen to the briefing of "how to conduct a good presentation".huh.actually kind of attracted with the briefing sebab org yang bagi briefing pon best.assof prof dr taksiah abdul majid.dr nie mmg best.sangat best ok tak tipu.

fine.dah rase cuak gile kot.untuk presentation proposal fyp.dah la kena submit proposal lg.keje keje bagai yang sedia ade belom dikire lagi.last week dh present untuk interim report integrated yang sangat susah tu.pon da rase lege banyak.walaupon present cepat gile.haha.but still ok since we dont have to feel those 'serabut' feeling.atleast for this one week.i can let my mind to concentrate on my stdy for the coming test.2test ok.untuk proposal fyp,kena include first 3 chapter.mmg la draft je pon.but still have to work hard on it.kan?yela kang tak pasal time present tak bole jwb hah amek la kau nganga sorng sorang kt depan.ade org nk tolong ke?komfom tak de weh.

panel panel utk presentation pon bole tahan.huh.have to work hard!ceyh.work hard la konon kan.padehal mlm nie nk relax2 lagi sebab mggu nia sgt la penat.maklumla td bru anta chpter 1,2 kat supervisors.even tahu banyak gile kene komen.tak pe la.dah biasa kot.haha

ok.bye!

sangat la sibuk sekarang

korang pon mesti sibuk kan kan kan?
ahhhh.sebok mcm kitorg tak.agak tekanan sebenarnye.tapi dah biasa kot
setiap sem pon mcm nie.sume gara2 design.but this time agak beza sket sebab ade tambahan F Y P..huh.even fyp ak tak la gempak mane kan.but still have to work on it.kan?

currently agak besepah sepah dengan segala bagai benda nak buat.integrated design la..ahh.penat dah kot dok design longkang.penat jd plumber.adoyy.dengan asgnment solid waste yang tak buat lg.asgnment pasal lori sampah.errr.menarik kan?menarik kot.tapi tak buat lg.mgu depan nk anta.


dan esok nk present integrated untuk interim report.nsib grup no 4.dgn harapan sume org dh xberminat sgt nk dgr.then, takde soalan ditanya.


ok.tamat.bye

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EYU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

ALLAH SELAMATKAN KAMU

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ALLAH SELAMATKAN FAIRUZ WAHIDAH

ALLAH SELAMATKAN KAMU

~EYU~

SHE IS THE ONE

SHE IS MY SAYANG

SHE IS MY GOOD FRIEND

SHE IS ONE OF THE SWEETEST MEMORY THAT I WILL NEVER FORGOT

SHE IS WHO ALWAYS KEEPS THE SPIRIT

SHE WHO ALWAYS STAY BY MY SIDE

SHE THAT NEVER GIVE UP FACING PROBLEM

YET

SHE IS ONE OF THE MOST TOUGH, RESILIENT, DETERMINED PERSON THAT I EVER KNOW 

AND AS LONG AS WE ARE TOGETHER

NO MATTER HOW MAD, HOW FAR AND HOW HARD IT IS

ONLY TRUE FRIEND WILL SURVIVE

INSYAALLAH

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR.MAY ALLAH BLESS U ALWAYS :)