hello

assalamualaikum

i know i have been away for a few months.its not easy for me to write back.there's a bunch of stories i wanna share.yet i dont know where to start.give me time.give me space.sometimes i wonder how to interpret my story as before.going to work.and always working under pressure.working doesn't feel like it is when you're in a team with cool & happening colleagues. lame.
 

hell yes there's a turbulence of changes in my life for the past few month. finding a place to feels comfortable was seriously the hardest thing. i'm that close to giving up. thank you to all of the beautiful souls that helped. praise to ALLAH now that everything fall slowly into places. my words, don't be afraid of making moves in your life cause along the way, god will let you meet with all those amazing, kind hearted people to ease your way.

once confirmed.being a permanent staff does not make me feels easy.there is always something.i would surely be having the time of my life changing professions i could ever imagine. f*** all the degree, certificates or experiences.that's basically what you got behind a big name.else,im an ordinary person.im nobody

goodnight..

1 and a half month

alhamdulillah.still maintain my job ;)

ive never thought that i will stay untill more than one month.but again.alhamdulillah.ALLAH have give me the spirit.give me the strength.to face this very new world.btw.thnks untuk kwan2 yg slalu bace.slalu komen kt blog ak ni.thnksss a lot

semalam dpt cek.alhmdulillah.1st time merasa gaji yg sebenar.last month half je.sbb masuk keje pon half month.alhamdulillah.kerja macamane?dah boleh adapt ke?dah ok ke?still kena marah lg ke?haha.soalan standard yg kwan2 aku slalu tanya.bile dh sebulan.aku rasa dh ok sket.dah boleh adapt.dah boleh faham sket ape keje yg aku kena faham.kena buat.but still in learning process.so still terhegeh2.bagi aku,bila keja dgn org cina.sume keje pon nak siap cepat.mau gagah gak aku nk setelkan.dgn keadaan aku yg byk benda tak tau.penah satu hari,draftman dh pandang2,jeling2 kat aku sebab aku tak bg2 lg design aku kat die.die hangen kot sebab nanti lambat die nak lukis.aku stress betol minggu tu.makan tak lalu.rase nak nanges je.bukan rase.mmg nanges dh.haha.trok btol aku nih.dorg offer durian yg sedap2 pon aku tak lalu.stress punya pasal.haha.then officemate,bos aku perasan kot.bos dtg kt meja aku,die ajar aku step by step design guna software,then die cakap yg design tu bukan nk submit that week pon.perghhh lega tak hengat weh.haha.syukur!!!baru ak boleh trsenyum.bru aku boleh ade selera makan balik.bos siap pesan lg..'Dont think too much Aida!!'hehe

kita baru keje kan?sure nak perform yang terbaek kn.tp bukan senang nak belaja semua benda dalam satu masa.satu yg aku respect bos aku ni.she is very professional..sebab ape?dalam office,die mmg bos aku.marah aku.scold aku.condemn aku n everything la.tp bila kat luar,dia treat ak mcm kawan die.ingt lagi last friday kena attend dinner company contractor.pagi tuh terok kot weh aku kena.tpi bile malam tu,mcm2 die bleh sembang dgn ak.mcm kawan la.boleh tepuk tampar la.haha.ak plak senyum sorg2.dlm hati aku 'memang dia ni professional' hilang tros stress aku kena marah pagi tdi.now,bila kena je.ak tak pkir sgt dh.ak think positive.semua tu adalah pelajaran yg harus aku pelajari.perghh ayat tak leh bla kan?haha

again.sape cakap keje tu senang?aku rase tak de ape pon dlm dunia ni yg senang.semua pon susah.as long as kite berusaha.sure ade hasil kan?yg penting usaha.bila dh keje ni,bru aku terasa yg pentingnya basic yg belajar masa kt university.even now semua dh ade software untuk design everything,but somehow,kena back to basic.back to manual calculation.back to theory balik.dari situ aku sgt appreciate dgn ape yg aku belajar dlu.memang aku tak igt semua.tapi ak try recall balik.sebab bila kita design building.kite kena selalu put in mind.bangunan ni stabil ke?sure tak runtuh ke if design mcm ni?then bila design pon kena pkir contractor jugak.senang ke dorg nak dirikan bangunan ni?kalau tak sure contractor sumpah seranah engineer nanti.n bile design pon,nak kena comply dgn ape yg arkitek nak.so all this things ak kena slalu keep in mind.baru boleh design building yg ok.yg tak runtuh.yg boleh buat aku bangga one day.insyaALLAH ;)

best thing yang keje dgn small company.kadang2 terasa dorg mcm family.even dorg semua cina.dorg care jugak psl aku.sikit sebanyak ak bleh faham dorg mcm mane.dulu aku takut mse dtg intrview sbb company ni sume cina.but now.ak takde prasaan takut tu dh.mse p dinner haritu,duduk semeja dgn engineer from gamuda.ak bajet dorg plek tgk staf cmpny aku semua cina n ak sorg malay?ak bleh sembang gelak besar ngn dak cmpny ak yg cina semua.smpaikan engineer sebelah ak from gamuda tu tnya..'r u d only malay in HST?'haha.aku senyum je.malas nk jawab ape2.tkt lg byk die tny nti.bg aku,tak kisah la mane2.jnji ko boleh sesuaikan diri.ak sndiri pon tak boleh adpt 100% lg.tapi ak still mncube.n aku rase lame2 ak pandai ckp bahasa hokkien kot?hahaha

bila naik satu keta ngn bos,nk p meeting.on d way tu.if nmpk ape2 bgunan or infrastructure yg menarik.yg berkaitan dgn civil engineering.sure die akan explain kt aku.bg ak mmg menarik la.atleast i learn something new.kan?bila die ajak ak p meeting luar,pon ak suke.atleast ak bleh nmpak situasi mcmne time meeting.best kot?but bos slalu pesan,one day ak akan attend meeting sndri.tu yg buat ak cuak byk tu!big boss jrng ade kt ofis.tp bile die ade,die akn cube ajr ak ape2 yg perlu.itu bezanya big boss n boss aku.but both pon ok ;) both pon byk ajar aku ;) aku slalu jdikan dorg 2org sbg idola ak.ak suke tgk cara dorg.ak suke tgk kecekapan dorg design.hndle evrything.n seriously i adore them.

current project?mmg byk.just ak takleh la wat byk2 kn.ak fokus kt satu site kt penang science park.satu design.hehe.sronok pegi site sbb bleh relax sket...now design taman tema air.kat teluk bahang.hehe.tak lama lagi akan ade Ecopark kt Teluk Bahang.nice kan?aku design part senang2 je.pon hegeh2 lg.aku tak tau brape lame akan stay kt company ni.but i wish to stay longer bcoz i can learn many thing.i wish?insyaALLAH.everything depends on ALLAH.we never know what might happen tomorrow.but until now,i feel so grateful ;)

next week i will have housemate.officemate.alhamdulillah.at last no more living alone.and not to forget congratssss to all my good frens yg sambung master.master pon bukan senang kan?do all your best.n salam ramadhan buat semua.

p/s:patut smalam nk blik rumah.tp pg ni kena pegi site.what to do kn?have to go la.hehe.after blik dri site tros blik mnjung kot.pray for my journey.bye...assalamualaikum

bila dah kerja

bila dah kerja..

mesti rasa nak tolong family.nak tolong adik beradik.kalau boleh tu,biar adik2 mintak ape2 kat aku je.tak payah mntak kt parents dh.kalau balik rumah weekend.pegi pasar ke.beli brg dapur ke.brg rumah ke.mesti rasa nak hulur duit je.mak abah tak payah la keluar duit.biar aku je.bile ade duit lebih,mesti nak blanje family makan ke.bila raya mesti nak keluar duit untuk baju raya.mesti sume pon aku rase nak hulur duit sebab taknak mak abah rasa susah dh.korg penah rasa mcmtu?sebolehnya,kita rasa nak tanggung family.tapi kita tak mampu.tapi ape yang mampu,yang boleh.memang aku tolong.bagus jugak dh bekerjaya ni.rasa lebih tanggungjawab esp kat family.even gaji ciput pon,yg penting ada bahagian untuk family.baru hati rasa senang.tak gitu?hehe

semoga pertolongan yang sedikit itu sentiasa membawa keberkatan.insyaALLAH ;)

independent life

serius tak percaya mampu bertahan lebih dari seminggu kerja ni.sebab kawan aku,lelaki masuk kerja sama hari dengan aku,quit on d 2nd day.minggu pertama.hari2 aku rasa nak berhenti.now da minggu kedua.so far.alhamdulillah.getting used with all the harsh word.all the rubbish word.oh.bukan 2minggu.tapi dah almost 3weeks kerja kat sini since aku masuk kerja tengah bulan.alhamdulillah.gaji pertama dah dapat tadi.separuh je sebab tengah bulan.dh tolak semua.bersih pon cukup2.ok la.dpt duit claim minyak.kire alhamdulillah.syukur.pertama kali merasa gaji sebagai seorang engineer?engineer ke?haha.kuli je pon.

kali ni memang betul2 aku rasa hidup berdikari.since aku sewa rumah sorang2.tempat kerja yg semua cina.ada sorg je malay.lelaki.n bukan engineer.nak carik kedai makan melayu pon takde.kirenye,mmg ak btol2 survive.sorg2 kat cni.for the 1st week,serius aku hilang selera makan.lapar.tapi tak lalu.n aku xbiasa dengan makanan mamak.tpi kerja sini,terpaksa jugak makan mamak.sebab itu je yang ada.rehat tgahri tak lama.so aku malas pegi jauh2.nanti tak sempat solat.jammed lg.so aku layan jela mamak.sorg2 ;) kat ofis semua cakap cina,aku tak paham.so ak senyap jela.tapi diorang semua baik.diorang ckp melayu n english kdg2.so aku rse hepy jugak bila pergi kerja. balik kerja part aku paling sedih.sebab balik rumah,kosong je.apepon takde.sape pon takde.memang tacing habes.tapi itu dlu.masa 1st week kerja.now,aku dh ok.ak dh biasa dgn hidup sorg2.kalau dlu,pegi mane pon ade kawan.kat rumah ada family.but now,im independent.im ok ;)

aku pernah terfikir.kalau aku diberi peluang untuk buat pilihan.aku tak kan pilih civil engineering.haha.sampai macam tu sekali aku rase susahnya jadi civil engineer kan?aku rase zero knowledge once aku enter working life nih.macam aku taktau ape2.bayangkan,dulu kt usm design rumah,simple je.design in group.sorang amek part beam,sorg part column,sorg slab,sorg foundation.but now,sume part tu,ak kena design sorg.1st day masuk keje,ak diberi task design rumah banglo.aku igtkan bos mmg saje nak test aku.rupanya memang kena design sbb rumah banglo tu one of d project diorang yang tgh running skrg.cuak?sangat weh.segala jenis buku2 structure aku,aku bukak balik.but still ak tak boleh nk buat sampai habes.sbb dulu yg ak belajar,design simple,sume petak2.tapi sekarang,mcm2 bentuk.susah?rasa nak nanges pon ada.seminggu ak design,pon tak settle,p tunjuk kat bos,rupe2 salah.keyplan tak de.start all over again.projek ni tak siap.bos dah bagi projek lain.taman tema air.die bagi aku pilihan.die suruh ak choose ak nak design part mane.kire die bagi peluang aku nk pilih yang senang.tapi once aku bukak folder building plan.ak klik each folder.ak tak nampak yang mane paling senang.aku nampak semua susah.aku give up.ak masuk bilik bos,then ak suruh bos pilihkan.so aku dapat part yang ak kena design.yang dulu tak siap.dh dapat yang baru.and the latest one?

big boss assign aku pegi site.kena buat inspection before diorang pour concrete.n ini projek lain.ini projek kilang.dekat penang scince park.before this,aku lalu je tepi penang scince park ni.tapi skrg,hari2 aku kena pegi kt situ ;) aku tataw la ini mg stail company cina or mmg stail cmpny ni.sbb ak bru masuk bape hari,dorg dh bg ak buat mcm2.slalu kalo kite baru2 masuk keja,cmpny xbg wat keje pape lg.tp ak,mcm2 dh kena buat.sebak gk.haha T_T

pegi site untuk 1st day,big bos ajar how to inspect.check evrythng.plg best?sebab baru terasa seperti engineer.haha.bos kenalkan ak as engineer diorang.evrytme ak p site,nk check formwork n reinforcemnt,dorg prepare platform or tangga b4 ak turun cek.n if ak komplen ape2,dorg akn ikut.kalau tak ikut,aku tak sign,then diorang tak boleh pour concrete.sape yang rugi?bukan company aku.hehe.so pendek kata,ape yg kite instruct kt site tu,dorang mmg ikut.sbb dorg takut aku tak sign ;) n fyi,dekat site,ak sorang je perempuan.mula2 takut.tapi dh biasa,diorang respect jugak la.everytime toke2 cina dtg a.k.a contractor,diorang akan hulur tgn salam (in professional) aku n tanya 'r u engineer from HST?' n tanya nama aku.terasa feeling sbg seorang engineer.hehe.ilmu aku zero.tapi bos bg pluang pegi site,sedikit sebanyak ak nampak in real apa yang ak try nk design selama ni.mmg lain!thanks boss.yang tak best p site?sebab panas gilos.sumpah dh hitam.haha.n lg satu yg menariknya.if ak pegi site pkul 11,lunch ak tak payah bayar.sume under contractor.sebab dorg kena entertain aku as representative engineer from consultant ;) hehe.

tipu la kalau ckap keje ni best kan?byk jugak part yg tak best.esp kena marah.kena marah kaw2.itu mmg tak leh tipu la.haha.sedih?memang.tambah2 bila ofis tgh senyap.tibe2 aku sorang kena marah.kan?mau tak segan?haha.take it as experience jela.dont take it to heart.sape ckp senang nak jadi engineer?baru 2mggu lebih weh.sebulan pon belom tentu bertahan kan?tapi sebab aku nak carik pengalaman.bukan senang kan.so aku kena hadapi semua benda tu.kena marah tetap kena.tpi serius,jgn fikir sgt.kalau tak,mesti tak boleh bertahan lama kat company tu.kita kena belajar dari semua orang.jgn ingat kita engineer,kita besar kepala.kena hormat orang lain bawah kita.sebab diorang lagi banyak pengalaman even diorang xda degree.bukan senang nk berdiri atas kaki sendiri tanpa bantuan orang lain.aku masih kekal kt sini sebab support dari family aku.mak abah ak tak henti2 bg smngat kat aku.kawan2 aku.esp teh.imah.eyu.and you ;) 

the best thing is?everyday i learn a new things.n im not doing the same thing for everyday.its good.n i feel good.even im getting scolded.

banyak sangat lagi yang nak belajar.aku tak sambung master.sebab mmg aku nak kerja crik pengalaman.plus,aku nak tolong family ;) tak bermakna aku tak nak sambung.tapi biarla ak crik pengalaman,so once aku dh jadi lecturer nanti,aku blh share dgn student aku.semua perancangan je.ALLAH tentukan. doakan aku kawan2.semoga aku terus tabah dan kuat menghadapi hari2 seterusnya.insyaALLAH

maaf.entry sangat panjang.thnks sebab baca ;)

bye

1st day

in the end, we are the engineers.no matter what.we are the engineers.not them.so,dont let people control you!you have to know how to control people before you control them!--my boss, Ir Lim--

so scary start the first job.so many things i forgot already.yet have to design it back.n so many many many things i have to learn.pray that i can bear all this challenge.pray that i will never quit.pray that everything will be ok.insyaALLAH

so many things to story ;)

im unofficially grduated from usm.insyaALLAH..just come back from kl.finish the last stage of interview.i dont know.seems that i dont get the job.but atleast im trying.now still not in the mood for seeking the job..let the wedding finish first..so many things to do.so many things to help.after that, i can concentrate to find job.insyaALLAH ;)

thankss a lot to teh nana and family.for letting me stay at your home..i just miss that little cute girl..fatini ;)hope to c u again.teh nana thanks a lot for ur present.thanks a lot for all your kindness.and mak ak dh byk kali dok sebut2 name ko weh!!!haha

kari corner

two thousand eleven was awesome. it had a great ending here.i never thought it will come faster than i think.seems like i have been register yesterday. but the days come and go and it's now April. few days to finish study and few months to graduation. as the time flies, i never expect it will comes to an end. i must say this but when may 6th approached, i was not ready for leaving this place.i was not ready to leave them.the people who have been so sweet to me. i figured this is basically just a point where people make new definition of life, towards better of course and that's it. when people start to enter working life. that's more independent i believe. when study finish, i'll be out of my comfort zone and that's when reality will start to kick in.

seriously at the moment i'm in no hurry for a job. i don't want to wake up early and go to work, get the job done, go home for some sleep and wake up again for a same circle of life. having to wake up early is not the issue. i've been asking myself where i can actually go and buy a bulk of memories. so they will stay forever as some of them are now slowly fading. .im not ready to leave this place.here. i just not ready to leave them.the peoples that i treasure the most.i hope this bond will never end.till the day we meet again..as the time goes by.i will keep on writing about them.just to ensure.they will always.and always.remain in my memory.remain deep in my heart.insyaALLAH..

those words.i specially dedicate.sincerely from the bottom of my heart.towards people who have been nice to me.for the whole 4 years.as if we never meet again.i want to say sorry.as much as i want to say thank you..to all my 14 siblings.u know who u are..

p/s:thanks so much pak lah for treating us tonight.

mucha gracious

akmal a.k.a adik gigi

1.07 am-30apr2011

precious momento

inilah mereka.14 orang adik beradik aku.a.k.a.sahabat seperjuangan palapes selama 3tahun.ilah.aku.kakak.aifaa.atie.pai.pak lah.kopek.apiez.sabu.sapuang.jay g.jaha.pijol.em ;)

 ini dari pak lah.ni gmbar dlm bat c 20. a.k.a ic tentera

malam sabtu makan pizza ramai ramai membuat aku rase seronok dan sangat sedih sebab lepasni entah bila dapat jumpa mereka lagi.tapi ak rasa bersyukur sebab dapat kenal mereka semua.walaupun kadang kadang ada terasa hati.ada tak puas hati.maklumla.tiga tahun bersama.susah payah.haruslah ada rasa macam macam kan.tapi semua tu hanya sekejap.kemanisan  keseronokan dalam persahabatan itu adalah lagi penting justeru menyangkal terus rasa tak seronok yang lain.apesal aku punya ayat macam lintang pukang tah?

kalau nak diumpakan.memang ye.mereka adalah sahabat ketika senang dan kadang2 tika susah jua.menghabiskan masa bersama selama 3tahun membuatkan aku kenal mereka dengan baik.baik ke?mereka juga begitu.turut mengenali aku.kenal ke?ok cukup la ayat yang tahape2 nih.dipendekkan~last farewell dinner memang awesome!credit to all especially pai.makan pizza sampai kenyang gilos.makan kek.order macam2.part tukar hadiah paling best.tidak lupa cenderamata kepada setiap seorang.nice kan?buat korang semua.korang memang best!ingat senang nak carik rakan2 macam ni?susah oi.trust me ;)

 gambar 1 pizza cukup la.tak kan nak letak gambar lagi 5 pizza.tak gitu?

part tukar hadiah.tu hadiah aku tu.dpt kat pak lah.oh~kami semua memang suka bergambar

kenangan mengusik jiwa mungkin?haha.last picture of the day.nanti grad jom gather ramai2 lagi ok?all the best in the future kawan kawan..;(

p/s: pink sebab request dr pendekar dodol.jgn salahkan aku.hehe

entry 101

just noticed.i have reached entry 101.which is the last entry before this is the entry number 100...waaa.im happy ;).have fun tonight.with all my siblings.14 of them.there are my squads.there are my friends.there are my happiness.thankss.short update.special entry will be update later~

scroll kuning

belom grad lagi..tauliah je.grad scroll purple kot?yg ni tauliah diraja.so mestila kuning.warna diraja kan?after 3years berhampas pulas dgn latihan + didenda dgn seronoknye. akhirnya ditauliahkan.oleh Raja Muda Perlis kt usm main campus 120610.and last week baru dapat yg real punya.lama kot nak siap.bila tgok.pergghhh.bangga kot.tak sangka.tibe2 rase bangga dgn diri sendiri sebab dpt join palapes untuk 3tahun.nk drop palap?byk kali gak rase mcm tu.tp rasa rugi sbb dh penat2 then drop.tak berbaloi pulak kan.so stay je.plus adik beradik palapes sume best2.seriously~korg memang best!enjoy the moments ;) ramai org cakap join palapes, pointer boleh drop.ramai kot nasihat ak suruh drop esp senior2.ni time aku 1st time join palapes la.the reason??sebab takut pointer drop.tp aku mmg minat kot.abah ak supporter plg besar utk aku join palapes nih..ex-bf dlu pon tak suke ak join palapes.aku??haha.dah ak minat.family tak halang.so ak carry on je.maybe sebab tu jadi ex kot??haha.sori~cerita lama jgn dikenang

pada aku la.it depends on diri masing2 jugak.kalau malas.tak mo belajar.pointer jatuh jugak kan?ak pon tak perform bagus sgt untuk exam masa awal2 dulu.tpi atleast every sem mmg ade peningkatan..paling kurang pon.aku penah merasa dean's list.sebab?semuanya terpulang pada diri masing2.masa 1st year, seriously result buruk gile.tpi masa kt mrsm dlu, result ak penah buruk gak.so take it as challenge.tak gitu?bila ada mulut2 yang bising cakap palapes ini menjatuhkan result, tapi  orang yang cakap tu ak tgok result pon tak bape nak bagus even die xjoin palapes.so nak cakap tu haruslah pandang2 kan.nilai diri sendiri sblum nilai diri org lain.so ak rase same je.terpulang pada diri masing2 kan ;) thanks kepada kawan2 yg selalu sokong ak untuk tros kekal dlm palapes.thankss korg.u know who u are

panjang lebau plak aku elaborate.sory eh.hehe

hah.inilah rupenye watikah tu.tengok.ada nama aku-AIDATUL AKMAL BINTI DULLAH-Leftenan Muda ye -.-..hehe.ada signature Sultan Mizan and Menteri Pertahanan.mahap la.quality gmbr tak best.gne hp je.dah boleh bawak p interview nanti.dlu tnjuk gambar dlm resume je diorang dh kagum.kalau tnjuk watikah ni cmane pulak?hehe.watikah ni memang laku time interview.tinggal nak perform elok2 je time interview.insyaALLAH

kenangan manis 12Jun2010.kekal dalam ingatan ;)

p/s:alhamdulillah i just pass the 2nd stage interview for mmc-gamuda.9 may will be the final stage.from 2nd stage of 4 candidates, they only choose 2.and now only 2 person will be finalized on the final stage..i dont have any hope.but i will do my best.if it does not meant to be mine.maybe im not qualified yet.but i will always trying my best!!!do pray for me friendss

long update!!!!

assalamualaikum.so sorry sebab lame sangat tak update.busy?tak la busy sgt.suya lg busy kot.tp die lg sempat update.hehe.sbnrnye mood nk update tu yang takde...after viva fyp.balik rumah.cuti 1week lebih.balik usm hari rabu.study sikit2.jumaat malam dh gerak pegi seremban~bak kata eyu--percutiaan 2hari 1malam.weeee~

tak penah plan pon nak pegi.tp sebab kami sume mmg semangat nk crik keje.then sje try nasib p career fair kt mid valley.and nk pegi jalan2 jugak sebenarnya since dh last dh kat usm ni ;) ok.mmg sedih.so bile tny mira eyu shu and imah.sume pon mcm tak de kate pututs.nk pegi or x?pikir bajet lg.pikir exam lg?tp mmg pikir nk keje jugak~so hari khamis malam everyone decide nak pegi.except shu ;(..sebab ada masalah sket.so kami 4 orang je.-aku-eiyu-imah-mira-..n of course la yg plg smgt adalah mira.ehem ehem.hehe.pagi jumaat beli tiket.packing2.nota untuk study mmg tak lupe la!!jumaat malam naik bas.wahh.sampai seremban dlm pkul 7pg.mmg lame.nsib baik bas vip seat.kalo tak!huh~hehe...and since jejak kaki ke seremban-kl, semuanya kena say thanks kepada wan a.k.a oppa mira.a big thanksss!!!malas cerita panjang2.tgok jela gambar

 sampai seremban.subuh dlu.mmg muke mengantuk -.-

ni masa dh sampai seremban.homestay famili wan a.k.a oppa mira.nasib baik free.dh la lengkap semua.besar pulak.rumah ak pn tak besar cmni.terharu sampai rse nk nanges.

gambar sekadar hiasan

ni kat kl sentral.semangat kn.fail pn usm.imah la.bkn ak.hehe.xde gmbar kat mid.sebab ramai gile gile org.sakit btol otak dok lame2 kat situ.tak byk kaitan dgn civil.mostly EE,mechi,chem.tp ok la jugak.dpt drop resume a few comp.

hari kedua di rumah before jalan2 kat pd.weeee

4 of us~lovess u olll

 

 budak 2 org ni memang terbaek.bawak nota study sampai ke PD.haha.kagum yang amat XD

 

 mira comey~

friendship never endss

 

dominos~yummy

last but not leastt.thanks a bunch to both of u~very lovely.envy dgn korg.sbb korg sgt sweet.family korg pon best.all the best untuk korg.again.thanksss a lot ;)

p/s:part plg tak seronok sebab tak dapat jumpe teh.ak keluar mid.die masuk mid.tak de jodoh kan kite.takpe.tgu 9may nanti.hehe

semoga panjang jodoh korang.aminnn

opppss.pasal jodoh?haha.bukan aku.tpi my bff.apesal la korg sweet sgt3.rase mcm ak nk senyum sepanjang hari tapi sakit pulak pipi aku kan.haha.ko tau kenapa aku suka?sebab lama dia tunggu ko.8 tahun?ok bagi ak mmg lame.sgt.bertahan sebab ur d first n last.awwww~kan ak dh keluar ayat tahape hape nih.haha..dia baik.n sabar dgn ko.ko ape kurangnya kn?never look down yourself...as usual ayat yang selalu kita cakap.ada jodoh ada la.we're just planning.but everythings on HIS hands..kan?if tak ada jodoh pon.redha.ko still ada aku kn?mcm aku ade ko skrg.haha..

short entry ni khas untuk teh.aku tau ko silence reader ak.top 1 kot.very appreciate.wish untuk ko sila baca baik baik ok:-

sila study baik2.rajin2.buat sehabis baik mungkin.but jgn push sgt diri ko tu.maklumla.kita dh tua.hehe

my hp always available untuk ko.tp nk calling susah.ko pham2 la.hp dh pekak.bak kata ko baling anjing pon mati.cehh!haha

study2 jugak,tp happy2 itu perlu.kang tekanan perasaan pulak

aku selalu rasa happy sebab ko tros sambung belajar.selalu rasa bangga dengan ko.selalu suka cerita psl ko kt kwn2 aku.u know that u means a lot to me ;)

lasttt..study baik2 untuk final exam.course kau susah.tapi ko mesti boleh!!!kamon2.u can do it!!!hahaha

nicholas sparks...

have anyone got anything in ur mind about this name?for those that love so much 'a walk to remember'..they must know this name :).yeah.he is the author of the book.instead of the book, the story was filmed.and if not mistaken it was on 2002.but i only know this movie from my friend.mia.she's my roomate and my besties back in matriculation time.i remembered when we watch the movie at night with tin ton has amiey and me.the first impression---it was awesome!romantic!and i feel touched.oh damn.so lovely.thanks to mia for introduce the movie.and i know its quite late to watch the movie.haha.and until now i've been watching the movie by 8 times.haha. sumpah best!sape tak penah tgok pegi tgok ;) i love mandy moore.but i love shane west more!!oh insane~

and i got to know that the movie was an adaption from the book.and im start looking for the book.but it was regret.because i dont find any.and im trying to buy any books from this author-nicholas sparks.and guess what.its never disappoints me.this author was amazing.just like cecelia ahern. and meg cabot.i do enjoy the writing.and for information, im not really into this english novels.but im trying.for my own good.and it helps me a lot when reading english novels.trust me :)but its been a years since i buy the last book.cause im busy.right now,jus the right time.i can start reading back.and last two weeks i got the chance to buy this book--message in a bottle by nicholas sparks---and for me, it was a classic tale of love.wonderful.and  i dont think there's still peoples out there who falls in love like that.i've finish this book within 3weeks.and i love this book so much..and sometimes when u read it, it put tears on your eyes ;( its about two people who are fated to fall in love.and the way they fall in love.it was amazing.theresa.garrett.catherine :)

its only my opinion.not everyone have the same.but i love it so much :)

makin lama makin malas update~

oh yes~definitely im referring to the title of this entry.too lazy to update.and i dont know.for now im home.its good to be at home when everything have settled.draft fyp done.viva fyp done.interview done.and for my roomates atie and aifaa~all the best.both of them have to submit their draft for fyp next week.*hwaiting roomates*

and last week before viva fyp.i got msg from abah tells that mak hv been admitted to hospital.cause mak was suspected to have ****..ya ALLAH only HE knows how i feels during that time.but she's only suspected.not comfirm yet.i cant go home because i have viva and interview during that week.i just be patient..and alhamdulillah mak was okey.alhamdulillah.alhamdulillah cause ALLAH heard my pray :) thanks teh for all your advices.really appreciate it dear.

interview on thursday at 4pm alor setar.and this is the second stage after pass the first stage during career fair at usm.alhamdulillah.and if i pass this second stage,  i have to go through another stage of interview at kl..im just trying my best.and the best thing is, both of my parents accompany me to alor star.wahhhhh~seriously very happy.thanks mak abah.and of course it affects me. it gives me strength.it courage me to perform well.but did i perform well?haha.let it be secret..as i said it earlier.im just doing my best :) actually its hard to be one of the members for this company.and i feel it during interview..its MMC-Gamuda JV for double track project.seriously its hard wehhh!!!!haha

after interview we go around alor setar and pekan rabu.it really makes me remember all the memories i have back in 10 years..cause i was studying at kedah for 5 years.and i really miss all those moments :):)and i miss them so much..lately there's a few entry about how many days left to be in usm..and for me.its so sad.seriously i mean it.im having my good times with all my friends especially with my sayangs~u know who u are.and its been a great time to know all of u..being with them.spending time with them.and everything we do.will always appeared in my mind.one day.after we all leaving.and it makes me wanna cry.trust me~thanks thanks and thanks..i will create special entry for them.later :)

dengan ini mengumumkan!

bismillahirrahmanirrahim

dengan ini secara sahnya nak umumkan yang aku dah habis viva untuk fyp!!

alhamdulillah syukur..aku pn tak sure aku jawab ape.yang penting jawab je sume..mmg lega yg amat!

lepasnie boleh rest kejap dari fyp

b4 buat any correction untuk hardbound

and b4 buat technical paper.dgr2 school lain tak payah buat technical paper.betul ke?

haihssss.lecturer awam mmg rajin.

rehat.berjimba sekejap.pastu cube study untuk interview.cube ye :)

spread the words

career fair 15-17 april at mid valley exhibition centre kuala lumpur.seeking for job?drop your resume there..source : jobstreet 

anyone interested just click here 

and one more-Karnival Pendidikan Mara kat ipoh.source: mara.gov.my.here

just in case anyone seeking for job.maybe there's your chance.just try.why not~

esok test.babai

its time!

yeah!!its time to go home.selepas berminggu tak balik rumah.mak pon every week anta msg "nak mak amek ke mggu ni kt usm?".aku dah macam bersalah gila.sebab dah lama tak balik.kakak ak pon da rindu lebey2 kat aku.kucing aku apatah lagi.mesti rindu jugak kan?haha.ok perasan!mak je rindu ak.haha.full draft fyp dah submit.alhamdulillah.pasni leh wat slideshow lak.and da boley blik rumah dgn senang hati..lama tak naik bas.haihss.lupe dh tiket pkul bape.haha.ok bye~

p/s::all d best rakan2 yang stil dlm proses writing fyp ;)

CIVIL NIGHT 2011~RETRO GLAMOUROUS

since farewell dinner khas untuk 4th year dibatalkan last2 minute..so why not join annual dinner civil night ni kan.lagipon dah last dh pon..pegi pon nk enjoy.n best sbb kawan2 terbaek pon sume pegi.tapi kalau sume 4th year pegi lagi best pon.tp xpe.paham.fyp.ade xsttle lg.hehe..so.mlas cte pnjg.abaikan segala kekurangan.makanan xbape best.just enjoy d pictures~n mlm tu cabutan bertuah ak dpt anugerah plg cool~hahahaha.cool ke?layann je.bkn slalu dpt cabutan bertuah.hehe

yg ni aku suke!!haha..tapi kalau ade kamal n faiz..lagi ak suke!!best group ni.hehe

ni la cabutan bertuah paling cool konon nye.haha

terima kasih dslr nanie.terima kasih camera yg lain~weee..rase mcm sedih pulak nk tgglkan korg sume nnti ;(

yeahhhaaaa~

Considering the request by many students and after getting some opinion from several academic staffs, I would like to inform that the deadline for submission of 2 Soft Bound Copies of Final Draft of FYP Dissertation (complete with supervisor endorsement form) is extended to FRIDAY (25 MARCH 2011). The submission should be done to PPKA ACADEMIC COUNTER by no later that 5:10 p.m. on the mentioned date. Dr Megat

sepanjang malam aku dok cek email.tak penah2 asyik dok bukak email kn.tapi semata2 nak tgu emel dr megat.lebih 10kali gak ak dok refresh emel ak..sbb masa aku jumpa die semalam, dia ckp tgu emel saya malam ni.hah.mmg kutunggu la..haha.xde la sepanjang malam sgt.dlm pkul 1lebey dh tido sebab ade test pagi td.ceh.jawab test pn mcm hape je kan!haha.abes test, tros sggah lab ppka.tros cek email.debor weh tgu email loading.

 

hahahaha...

seronok kemain bile dapat emel tuh.boleh senyum gk la.sebab dpt anta nex week.sume gara2 tapisan dri dr azam semalam.ak bajet dr faizah dh cukup teliti.dpt kt dr azam.huh.telan air liur je la.rupe nak nangeh pn ade.haha.trok btol ak ni!!riso pulak nk mengadap viva nti.lulus kan aku?

apepon alhamdulillah..boleh repair lagi ape yg patut.thanks dr megat :)

and congrats rumate-aifaa dh dpt confirmation kerja kat top glove.engineer tu!!n thanks utk pizza.proud of u frend.wishing u all the best!!!

...

5.40 a.m

kawan : man u menang 2 1.haha.nangis da nh

6.55 a.m
aku : ha.nangis la.bukan selalu dpt nangis

lama2 aku rasa ak ni da mcm peminat man u.padahal mmg fail la bab2 bola ni.haha.semua gara2 kawan sorang nie.everytime ade game man u, mesti anta result kat ak sama ada kalah or menang.kalo menang,cepat je anta sms.kalo kalah?lambat sket la.tapi still anta.aku?confused!!!.haha.layan kan aje~

"=,="

praying hard for you friend

i know u.back then during mrsm time

we were at the same homeroom

its nice to know you.yet u such a lovely person

i remember

we were staying at the same floor.

i know we were not close enough.

we just friend

but on the name of friend

i wrote this.for you 

i just know about your illness.through facebook

when everyone keeps on saying

'be strong yana'

'be strong yana'

i dont know what to say

im just speechless enough

i know u such a happy person

and yes u such a clever and educated person

compared to me.indeed

but ALLAH choose to test you

because everyone knows ALLAH loves you more

dear friend.

please stay strong

please fight the illness

always remember ur family.and us as your friends

please dont give up friend

this is the last semester before we grad..i know u can

even though deep inside ur heart

i know

u were crying hard

im not at your place

who feels everything

im only a person

a friend

who can gives u strength

to support u from far

but insyALLAH..i hope u will become tougher and stronger

to face this illness

insyaALLAH

we as ur friend

always praying hard for u

so that u can be as u before

u can smile as before

insyaALLAH..

lets pray for my friend.an old friend of mine.that is currently facing cancer...

at last!

yeah!!at last dapat jugak meng-hupdate belog nie..hee

tersangat la sebok sebab fyp.sebab kena submit ari jumaat (11/3)..berhempas pulas btol ak buat.sampai tak tido la...penat bermata panda dh.tpi fyp punye pasal kan..

rabu(9/3/11)

-submit kat dr chapter 4 yang dah di-repair plus submit abstract n reference.

-malangnya dr ade meeting..and ak kene attend dean talk amek sijil

-luckily jumpa dr time jamuan makan kat skul.then boleh la bagi sume chapter kat dr.

-esok kena jumpa pulak pkul 9 pg

khamis(10/3/11)

-hamek kau!byk gile kesan2 contengan pen merah kt report yg dh dihantar semalam

-byk yg kena btol kan

-ade lagi yg perlu ditambah

-and ade perubahan sikit pada tajuk

-boleh kata dri chapter 1-5 tuh,sume pon kena betol kan.dlm ati dh risau.sempat ke nak repair semua and submit esok?nak tak nak haruslah jawab sempat je kat dr.redha~

jumaat(11/3/11)

-pagi tu ade kuiz OR.sumpah tak bukak langsung nota.dok elok je dlm beg.haha.berani mati btol

-petang khamis balik je dri jumpa dr, tros ngadap laptop repair balik semua.non-stop.

-ye non-stop sampai la dlm pkul 4pg, rase pedih sgt mata.tak ngntuk.tpi mata pedih.apekah?baring2 kat katil..dengan harapan nak tido.tpi tak bole tido

-pkul 4sengah pagi smbung menaip dan memikir!damn i hate it!haha.sampai la pkul 7sengah.stop pegi mandi  n pegi klas dgn harapan jwab kuiz OR

-haha.nasib baik ade rakan2 baik hati.so bole la tiru2.hahaha..

-balik kelas dlm pkul 9 lebey.pegi makan sebab lapa gile.then sambung menaip lagi dan lagi dan lagi

-dapat msg dri dr, "jumpa saya b4 1pm"

-aku dlm hati "wth?skrg dh pkul 10 sengah,byk lg nak tambah!!"-im dead-

-printer buat hal lagi.pegi print kat imah-i owe u girl-

-dlm pkul 1.05pm (ok mmg dh lmbat pn)..gerak p jumpa dr

-penuh harapan untuk mendapatkan signature dr b4 dr bercuti nex week

-dr cek semua...ak xsempat buat acknowledgement.yang lain habis.tapi tetap banyak yg dikomen -sigh-

-pendek kata banyak lagi kena betul kan...T_T

how about the signature???very sad to say..dr tak nak sign T_T...redha je aku dgr selepas semalaman tak tido.habes gugur rambut aku pkir idea bagai.pon TAK NAK SIGN jugak ;(

xkan xlulus pulak fyp aku?sadis betol..bak kata dr,repair semua tu dlu, nti sy msg bgtau amek borang tu dekat sape.maybe amek kt prof azam.fine!prof azam?haha.mati la lagi mcm ni..kang xpasal kena tapis lagi!harap2 dr baik hati suruh amek borang tu kat kak adliyani ..aminn :)

for now.aku dah boleh relaks sket.ade a few je nak tmbah n repair sana sini since dh banyak sgt kena reject dan tapis.tido pn lena sikit.tpi xbmksud fyp aku dh settle.ade je lagi.tp dh tak terlalu terok mcm b4 nie.alhamdulillah..mmg la tekanan perasaan gile sebab dr nak yang perfect.sekecil2 kesalahan pn semua nak tukar.bleh bygkan x?haha.ak pon tak perasan.tapi dr?haha..speechless aku!..kadang2 aku rase bagus untuk mencapai tahap perfect tu.tapi perit weh!apepon thankss dr faizah sebab very strict!ni ikhlas ni.bukan perli ;)

thankss a lot kepada kawan2 yang sentiasa sapot aku dengan shu dari belakang.dari awal aku dapat tajuk ni.sampai la skrg ak dh boleh senyum sikit.kalau korg tak de bg kata2 semangat ak pn tak bole la nak survive..thankss.u know who u are.lovessss

and untuk sahabat2 awam.jom la berhempas pulas minggu nie sebab nak submit 18hb ni kan..all the best!!gambatte!!

fuh

oh yeah.a lil bit of relief.since my discussion for chapter 4 was already accepted.not really accepted.still needs to add here and there.but im just satisfied with it.almost a month.not a week!.i have been struggling doing that.so many times get rejected.so many times i feels like #@$%^?..u know right?yeah.doing fyp totally get me crazy.indeed insane!oh enough with this.still have so many things to do..and imah.good to hear that u have done with analysis part.now u can start doing ur writing .for other friends still doing fyp.wish u and me all the best :) 

again.a very short entry.thnx peeps for reading this.and thankss to you you and you and you and you who always understand my situation.thankss friendssss.love.mucograciass

special entry for bff :)

kenapa special?special sebab dia.special sebab aku rindu die.special sebab even die jauh die selalu dekat.hah sape?mesti la bukan boyfren ak.mesti la kawan aku.kawan yg dh cukup lame.dh cukup paham.dh cukup kenal sape aku...teh :)ehehe..

sebab sebenar adalah ak excited tgok gmbar die pegi dinner.haha.ok dinner.ak tak sure.tp rasenye dinner kolej.tema die merah putih.mcm wanita umno weh.ok.no politics ya.terkejut sbb cantik sgt die pki mcm tu.haha.ak kenal teh ni bkn jenis me'ladies' sgt.lebih kurang ak.tp die mcm lg otai.kalo kitorg kuar pn.sesimple ajer..tapi tetap cntik :) tp bile tgk pic dinner die..waweeeeee.tros rase bangga.meletup u.gorgeous babe.dh agak msti kakak die yg settle kn sume.kak ngah die la kot yg bg idea die pakai mcm tu.haha..cool~

gambar ni ak culik dri facebook kawan die.bunga sekuntum lagi weh!!hadoiii..mmg i like habess la u~.btw,ko memang cantik :).bile pakai mcm ni ko mcm matured sket.selama ni ko mcm sebaya dak2 1st year fisio je ak tgk..jeles aku!haha

and aku rindu ko.bila dpt p broga hill dgn ko nih -,-

teh:jgn mrh ak wat entry nie XD

so sweet of u

asal selama ni aku tak prasan yg ko ni sweet jugak?maybe sebab selama ni ko asyk mnyakitkan hati ak.all the time kot.haha.since ak tgh kusut dgn fyp.bru la ko sweet kan?haha.nice gak.ape pon.thankss a lot <3.really helps me.A LOT!!haha

short entry..continue doing fyp.

*speechless*

sepatutnya submit fyp 18 mac nie.tapi ramai yang nk mintak postpone.harap2 boleh 

tadi jumpa dr.die cakap mgu submit fyp die xde.so die ckp kena hntar mgu dpn.means?????

kitorg kena submit seminggu awal?

*mati*..sempat ke?

isnin-chapter 4

selasa-chapter 5

rabu-complete 1-5

khamis-dh boleh dpt signature dr

jumaat?-pengsan

tp dr ckp, die pn berharap boleh postpone submit fyp tuh.technical paper pn bru ade talk esok.mcm mane la nk siap??

dear dr megat-harap2 dr boleh postpone submit fyp.sob3.kasihanilah kami semua.sob3 T_T

nampak gaye mmg tak balik rumah la mgu ni.nk bjalan2 pn xboleh.tsk tsk