bulletproof heart

i keep on playing this song.play play and play again.i don't know.i just enjoy listening it :)

Gravity don't mean too much to me

I'm who I've got to be

These pigs are after me, after you

Run away like it was yesterday

And we could run away

If we could run away,

Run away from here

I gotta bulletproof heart

You gotta hollow point smile

We had our run away scarves,

Got a photograph dream on the getaway mile.

Let's blow a hole in this town

And do our talking with the laser beam.

Coming out of this place

In a bullet's embrace

Then we'll do it again.

How can they say, Jenny won't you come back home?

'Cause everybody knows you don't

Ever wanna come back, let me be the one to save you.

Gravity don't mean too much to me

I'm who I've got to be.

These pigs are after me, after you

Run away like it was yesterday

When we would run away,

When we could run away, run away from here.

I'm shooting out of this room

Because the sure don't like the company

You stop your preaching right there

Because I really don't care

And I'll do it again.

So get me outta my head.

'Cause it's getting quite cramped, you know.

Coming ready or not

When the motor gets hot

We can do it again.

The papers say, Johnny won't you come back home?

'Cause everybody knows you don't wanna give yourself up

Tell the truth and God will save you

Gravity don't mean too much to me

I'm who I've got to be

These pigs are after me, after you

Run away like it was yesterday

And we could run away,

And we could run away, run away from here.

And though I know how much you hate this

Are you gonna be the ones who save us

From the black and hopeless feeling

Will you meet 'em when the end comes reeling?

Hold your heart into this darkness

Will it ever be the light to shine you out

Or fall and leave you stranded

Or are you gonna be the one left standing?

You're gonna be the one left standing.

You're gonna be the one left standing.

Gravity don't mean too much to me

Is this our destiny?

This world is after me, after you

Run away like it was yesterday

And we could run away, run away, run away,

Run away from here.

Yeah, away from here.

Away from here.

as someone said me having this bulletproof heart.is it?for some reason i think it is necessary.maybe its not sometimes.its all the time.ahaha.ohh~the most cool handsome person ive ever dream.*guess who*scene tarik piano dlm vc greanade.damn cool!!would u catch a grenade for me?xOxO

latest!

tak mau cite panjang panjang.macam biase plan last minute.haha.almost all the plans are last minute.haha.ape nak dikate.plan awal2 kang sume tak jadi kan.again~hangout dengan rakan2 terbaik usm.hehe..penang again!

dulu every week balik rumah.but now since dh last sem.ak decide tak nak la rajin sgt balik + xde kete.so malas la nak naik bus kan..spend all the remaining time with friendss.kang dh habes sedey pulak nti.hehe.imah xdapat join sebab fyp.tak syiokk gak.tak pe.nex time ok dear ;)

date: 26022011

place:penang!

special thankss:sakhiah(tourist guide terbaikk!) and ernita( sbb snap beratus2 gambar,cmera baru la katakan).hehe

dapat upload dua je sebab internet mcm siput.later okey :)

ia hanya sekadar interview.tidak bermaksud saya lulus dan dapat kerja.saya tak bagus mana pon.banyak benda lagi yang perlu dibaiki.communication skill yang tak hebat.english yang tak mantap.ilmu pon terlalu cetek.saya tahu itu.but atleast i know my weakness.did u even know yours??tetapi kalau ade rezeki sesungguhnya saya akan berfikir berkali kali lagi.sebab saya ada sebab tertentu.tetapi kalu tak dapat.mungkin belum rezeki.itu sahaja.buat kamu yang tak faham.harap2 dh faham.sekian :)

hanya buat yang berkenaan sahaja.hehe.

salam sayang

aidatul akmal

 

Experience :) its worth

date : 24022011

venue : ipoh-top glove sdn bhd

last week i have to attend attend an interview.yes.an interview session.to be truth, i dont really into this interview thing.but i have ask around people.asking bout their opinion.whether i should go or not?i dont really interested cause the major for this company does not belong with my major.yes it is.mine is civil engineering.and the company more to polymer engineering.but its not a waste to try is it?atleast i gained some experience.who knows?it might help me one day..

i got the first call during my day at n9.time nenek meninggal.and u know at that time im kinda blurr + chaos.n u should know why..she just ask when am going to finish my study.second call she ask if a can attend the intrview.and probably i say yes.and the third call about changing the day of interview.although i know this company does not have any chemistry with me.but i just drop the resume cause during career fair they ask for all kind of engineering...never thought that i would get a call.

i ask abah and mak.they said i should go.abah said '“experience is the name every one gives to their mistakes"then i ask a few friends..they also said the same thing.and i become more confident to go when i know my roomates also got the offer.atleast i have friend :)

i dont study that much.only a few which relates to the company..am also having busy to finish the fyp since annual meeting with dr faizah is on Wednesday and the interview is on Thursday.but i do study with helps of my roomates.thanks aifaa :)

on the day.we depart early from usm.afraid of being late even the interview session start at 2.30 om.alhamdulillah we manage to arrive on time..guess what?we have to stay there until 6pm.homaigodd!!!rase macam nak cabut lari balik sebab terlampau penat!haha.overall.i did not regret attend the interview even if i dont get the job.seriously.i dont want it because i have to work with waste water.damn! i dont want it!haha.but if i have to..i dont know.hopefully no.kinda proud with my roomates.i hope she get that job.cause she really have a great chemistry with the company.

it was a great experience.great interviewer.and damn great IQ question+essay writing.hahaha..enjoy the 1st experience.so many thingss i learn.thanks miss shanti+en habib+regina+kak hazita.thankss for being good :)

p/s::tibe2 rase nak sambung master pulak.zzzzz

Learn all you can from the mistakes of others. You won't have time to make them all yourself.
- Alfred Sheinwold -

feringghi plan-on d spot!

date:20-02-2011

venue:batu feringgi beach

it was unexpected plan.and again everything is on the spot.never planned anything.but it just happen.and i really enjoy the moment.thanks a lot kak nad for asking me to join you.thanks kak wani for the drive.thanks kak mashi for being there.and thanks imah for completely make the day happen..am so happy :) am so grateful to know them.very sporting sistersss :)

kak mashi

sedapp ooo

satay village best

us

us again

night market

much lovess.muco gracias :)

senamrobik or aerobik?

korang rase ape?senamrobik ke aerobik?ke same je?entah..aku pggl aerobik.sem ni ak amek aerobik ni sbg ko-k.sebab saje je..bosan2..amek dg kwan2.best jugak.padahal unit kami sume dah cukup.enjoy enjoy je.best weh!tak rugi.las week last klas untuk aerobik.n ak xdapat nak attend sebab time tu pegi interview..best.aerobik ni every isnin n khamis.nasib baik dapat pegi yg hari isnin tuh.best.blaaja step lain dari biasa sket.ala2 tarian india gitu~i like.hehe..

and of course bile dh name pon ko-k,ade praktikal a.k.a test..kitorg tak brape nk prepare.sebab ade keje yg nk kene settle mggu tu.tapi still enjoy.hehe.bak kata yana..sedey la pasni xdpt jumpe cikgu comey.haaha.comey ke?tapi die baikk la.even kami buat tak best.tp dpt hamper gk.baikk kan?? XD

time to get ready

six of us..lovess

after practical

hamper weh!!

lovess them

ni gamba mase hari praktikal tuh :)

settle for this week

alhamdulillah..stress untuk minggu nie dh kurang sket

assignment OR dh antar

fyp utk mgu ni settle.tp mcm biase nex week jumpa lg.

test OR tadi pon dh settle even aku rase sume pon salah..yela.suh study aku tido.penat memikir fyp.mau tak tido.tapi minggu nie agak bz sket la.but no regret pon jawab OR xbtol sebab everytime ade test dari 1st year aku xpenah nak jawab dgn ok.so redha jela.salah sendiri '=,='..hehe

tinggal test aerobik je ptg ni.mcm xbest plak nti dh abes aerobik.best ooo.ak masuk suke2.bukan masuk untuk kredit.sebab dh terlebey cukup kredit ak rase.rase mcm tak sempat join diorang main bowling mlm ni.tapi harap2 sempat la :)lama tak kumpul adik beradik palapes.rindu jugak.

plan minggu nie.kene settle kan jugak fyp.and kene study2 sket untuk interview nex week.actually tataw nak pegi ke tak.tapi sekadar amek pengalaman ape slh nye kan.ade rezeki ade la..

someone said to me:enjoy ur uni life.jgn asyik terperap je dlm bilik.pegi la jalan2.

me:aku mmg enjoy pon la.hepi je.as long as my friends stay with me.ak rase dh cukup happy.doesnt mean im staying in room 24hours.but im kind of having financial problem this sem.so nak jalan2 sgt.tak la.tapi this sem.ade je dh pegi berjalan.as i said.as long as im with them.thats more than enough.happy~

hope ure doing well..secretly rindu.imy dear teh nurliyana :)

*happy*

waaaa.sangat happy!!!sebab 1st time dapat award.maklumla.blog ni tak bape org nak kenal.sekadar tempat ak nak share ape yg ak suke.so tak expect la sume org suke nak baca blog ni.tapi thanks alot to misznanaboo sebab bagi award yang chomel nie :)tuan yg bagi pon chomel.tak caye.pegi la blog die..hehe

*you are sweet blogger like candy*

never end works

i should stop complaining bout this.coz it will never ends until i finish it.i need to cut down all unnecessary things to finish this.i have to.coz if i dont, i will blame myself.

short entry.continue doing work.

ooh ohh its ur birthday

12/02

its ur birthday.glad that i never late to wish.even i just remember when she said about birthday.but im still the earlier person.i guess so?yeah.the 2nd person.d 1st one?not bothering me.i guess we need to retreat into our own little corners from time to time and learn to put our own interests and concerns before those of the ones we care about..

i've changed

you've changed

we all change

for better?or sometimes worst

i dont know

but our friendship

remains the same

more cheerish

more sadness

i dont even know

well to you.happy belated birthday.

salam Maulidur Rasul

selawat ke atas junjungan Nabi Muhammad s.a.w..
jom byak2 ber selawat..bukan pada hari ini sahaja.tp pada setiap hari
masa pegi dgr ceramah jumaat minggu lepas kt pusat islam (muslimah sahaja)..ustazah tu ade sebut paling kurang berselawatlah 50 kali sehari..insyaALLAH akan dipermudahkan masa hari penghisaban kat akhirat kelak.so jgn la hari ni je korg berselawat..tp kena jadikan amalan.insyaAALLAH

صَـلَّى اللهُ عَـلَى مُحَمَّد صَـلَّى اللهُ عَـلَيْهِ وَسَـلَّم

 
wallahualam..

girlss day out

jumaat petang .mcm biasa kalu mood rajin datang.pegi pekena jogging dengan rumet.mmg layan la.abes joging.smpai kompleks sukan.tgok ade team ladies civil futsal.ramai gak.yang datang sokong pon ade.guys pon ade.so aku pon stop.apelagi mesti kena join dorg.sokong team guys.pergh.mmg nice kot dorg main.ak ni tgok bola kat tv.kdg2.bile adik ngn ayah ak tgok.kalo tak.jgn harap.tp bile tgok guys main semlam.wah...cm cntik btol style dorg main.even dorg xdpt msuk final.tp bagi ak dh cukup bagus.sebab kami semgat gila kot sokong.haha.malu la plak...sume org tgok.part dorg score gol.terbaek gile!haha

turn ladies lawan dgn 1st year.pergh.bole tahan gak kengkawan ak main.hebat.gol weh!kagum ak.nk tergelak pon ade.sbb mcm2 gaya.tp gelak2 pon dorg juara kot.hebat kan kan kan?

congrates both team laki n pompuan civil :)

malam pulak.gerak pegi Anisani Village Cafe.ladies sahaja..konvoi 6 kete.hehe.act plan last week.even ade certain problem,alhamdulillah segalanya berjalan lancar.kami 28 org rsenye smpi gk kt anisani tu..beruntung ade kak mashi.kak nad.sebab dorg byk kenalan.smpai2 sume dh lapar.makan steamboat cmbest gile.tempat pon nice.mmg layan ah.xrugi weh.harga bole tahan murah lak tuh..ckp byk tak gune.jom layan gambar yg sikit ni sebab gmbr lain xde lg+internet agak mcm siput..hehe :)

 p/s::thanks pizul 4 ur nice thread..likesss.n cntik header bru.hehe

its been a while...

yes.its been a while since my last entry..sorry guys.

cuti mid sem aka cny holiday ak agak bz.nak online pon tak sempat.sebab balik kampung kt n9.jaga nenek wan yang sakit kt hospital.wan jatuh kt bilik air.n tak pegi klinik pon after jatuh.orang tua kan.liat sket nk pegi jumpa dr.then die pegi berurut.after 3 hari die mngadu sakit lagi.makcik bawak jugak pakse wan pegi hospital.n kene tahan dekat wad hospital melaka.timetu ak still kat usm.since ak da start cuti mak suruh balik jaga wan.aku pon ok je.hangkut habes la segala jenis kerja fyp yg nak kene ciap.stay kat hospital gilir2 dengan makcik-maklang-n cousin2 lain.n dapat tau wan kene masuk besi kt dlm kaki sebab kes jatuh tu.kesian sgt dkt wan.n fyi umur wan dh 86 tahun.dh tua kan?tapi wan kuat lagi.tak sangka dia jatuh n siap kena masuk besi.after 1 week.ak balik rumah sebab dh nak habes cutti n nak balik usm dh.time tu wan dh dibawa balik ke kg.tapi staple jahitan kt peha wan still xdibuka.

isnin.after mak abah balik keje,dorg hantar aku balik usm.ak tak bawak kereta sebab rosak.gearbox rasenye abah cakap.abah hantar repair n tak sempat siap sbb cuti raya cina kan.rase lain mcm jugak tak bawak kereta sebab memang b4 nie sntiase ade.mak siap tnya lg "nyah ok ke takde kete?"ke nak bwk kete mak dulu?..actually ok je, sebab sem ni jrg sgt pakai kete.letak je kt parking.then..mase dh sampai parit buntar.ajak parents singgah makan kt shasha.

n tibe2 abah dapat call...

abah bagitau.wan dh xde.mase tu dh maghrib.abah cakap wan pegi dalam pukul 7.45.bayangkan la.ak bru nk jejak kaki masuk usm n dapat berita macamtu.abah tnya.."nak ikut balik tak?".n memang berbelah bagi pon sebab dh janji dgn dr faizah rabu nak jumpe die,n ade byk lagi nk kene tambah b4 jumpe dr..but.still ak nak balik kampung jugak.nak makan pon dh tak lalu.singgah usm hntar brg kejap.then tros gerak ke manjung pick adik n along.then tros ke n9.kesian sgt abah penat drive.nsib aku dgn adik bole drive.kitorg gilir2.tp byk adik yg bwk.sbb die lg tahan ngantuk.but still ak tolong jugak

sampai kampung tampin dlam pukul 5 pagi.masuk2 rumah.rumah dh penuh dgn family sedare yg lain.n tros naik atas.tgok jenazah wan.mula2 tak sedih sgt.tapi bila abah bukak je kain batik yg tutup muka wan.tros rase seba.sangat.sebak yg tak dapat dibendung.ak tak mampu nak tahan air mata.buat pertama kali dlm sejarah hidup aku.aku tgok abah nanges..sayu sangat.ak tros amek air sembahyang.tros capai yasin. duduk sebelah kepala wan.sedekahkan pada arwah wan.selesai yasin.ak sambung bc alquran.bc sambungan yg dh org lain baca.masa baca pon.still tak boleh tahan sebak.tapi aku tahan.sebab aku tau.tak baik meratapi kematian.ak tahan sehabis mungkin.sakit sgt tahan nanges.tapi ape ak boleh buat lagi selain sedekahkan ayat2 suci alquran pada arwah wan..

sampai masuk waktu subuh.aku stop..after solat ak xmampu nk tahan mata yg ngntuk sgt.n ak terlena sblah arwah wan.dpt tido dlm 15 minit.then terjaga.n ramai org dh mula dtg.rmi yg sedekahkan yasin.tak lupa juga yang menyumbang wang ringgit.terima kasih ya ALLAH.abah dh stat sibuk.sebab abah la harapan adik beradik lain.abah anak lelaki sulung lepas arwah pakngah meninggal.aku tgok penggali kubur dtg.abah bincang2.n dalam pukul 8lebey.wan belah mak dri rembau dtg..fyi.yg meninggal ni wan sebelah abah.n org da stat ramai sgt3 dtg.dlm pkul 9.ak tgok cucu2 lelaki dh stat setup tempat utk mandi jenazah.n dlm pukul 9.30 wan dh pn dimandikan

ak tak lepas peluang untuk membantu memandikan jenazah wan.mungkin inilah kali terakhir ak dapat berbakti untuk wan.alhamdulillah ak dapat tolong dri awal sampai akhir.walaupon prasaan takut still ade.tp ak gagahkan jugak.sebab aku cucu die.bak kata mak "nanti mak meninggal,anak2 la yg kena mandikan".aku pegang kata2 tu n tros tlg uruskan mandi jenazah.dah habis mandi.kafankan.n untuk yg terakhir kali.ak cium wan sebelum wan dikebumikan.sayu.sedih.sume prasaan tu tak mampu nk dibendung...dalam pukul 10 lebey wan dh dibawa keluar untuk disolatkan dan terus dikebumikan...

alhamdulillah ak bersyukur sangat sebab takde berlaku sebarang kesulitan.arwah wan dikebumikan dgn selamat.hanya kenangan yg tinggal..semoga arwah wan ditempatkan di kalangan org2 yg beriman.insyaALLAH

al-Fatihah..

terima kasih kepada kamu yang banyak memberi semangat.terima kasih kepada teh n imah yg bgtau rakan2 lain.n terima kasih kepada semua yg mengucapkan takziah.hanya ALLAH yg mampu membalas.

wallahualam..